I do want to thank  my husband Pat, my parents Richard and Linda Sears, my sister Tammy Fidler, dear friend Elizabeth Treese and too many other people to list for their support and love during the very trying times right after my son's death.

 

Update:  Two and a half years have passed since Josh left us.  It has been hard learning to live again.  But for Josh's memory we all carry on with life.  I continue to show dogs in his name and memory.  We have moved and bought a house in a new neighborhood.  I think Josh would have liked it here.  Lots of kids his age, close to stores and at the same time kind of private.  Jon is now about to turn 20 and has become a fine young man who works hard to keep a clear head and do the right things with the second chance he was given.  Luke is almost 13 and beginning to test the limits of a young teen, and Hayley is almost 8.  She is still as sweet as always and talks about her brother alot.

 

I still miss you every day Joshau.  I wonder how life might have been different and wish to hear your laughter.  You are always on my mind and always in my heart.